Saturday, November 6, 2010

Sometimes, I Just Don't Know


Wether I should stay or if I should go. It's a very tough decision, if you think about it for a long time. There's a whole bunch or arguments for both, but at this point, they have become so muddied and unclear, I can't tell which outweighs which. There's certain reasons for which I make certain decisions, but in the long run, I forget what it was that made me choose that specific road, and I'm scared to lose focus on the most important decision. I think the best way is to do it the old fashioned way. Comparison lists.

Moving Out of State
  • Freedom that everyone claims to have when they move away
  • Independence: not at home anymore so don't depend on parents and family
  • There's a million opportunities in places other than FL, this is a setback
  • Law degrees pay better up north in the New England area
  • It's beautiful up there: life has a different beat and rhythm to it
  • Experience the world around as never before, this right now is sheltering
  • You need to live it up a little, new opportunities will open up
  • Closer to Jersey, family and friends, new life, beautiful surroundings
  • Vute college boys from North East
  • Idealistic approach
Staying in State
  • Bright Futures money applies
  • Mom has someone to be with her, she's not alone
  • Cheaper life, don't have to pay costs of room and board or apartment
  • Easier transition from the same climate and enviornment
  • Less of a social shock: there's family and friends here too
  • Church: how am I going to find one that I fit into so well?
  • Re-establishing life outside of state, everything is comfortable here
  • Settling, comfortable approach