Saturday, October 30, 2010

Mystic Revelations

All these other-worldly experiences are making my head spin. Who would have thought that I, out of all people, would end up involved in this paranormal world? I've never been a firm believer, and I've usually been known to be a skeptic, but this just blows me away. After a week and a half of Ancient Aliens, I can't deal with this anymore.

I've been told that I should watch the show by my quirky manfriends, but I never really got to it. It all started 2 weeks ago when a UFO case appeared on Caso Cerrado. i thought it was kinda funny, you know, sort of like those things people stage and get paid for? Well, the defendant of the case was pretty hot, so I decided to tune in 2 days for 2 hours to watch what was up. And so the evidence was presented, there were were expecters and scientists and skeptics, and let me tell you, it was the beginning of a never-ending quest to search for the truth.

I finished the show and took a nap, then woke up to find out more about these interesting yet chilling stories. So, YouTube was the first place I turned to. At first, it was a Discovery Channel documetary... but then it became a quest to watch every single episode of Ancient Aliens. After spending an entire day watching the first season, and watching the second season during the week, my free time was occupied by this newfound intriguing topic.

So that's been me for the past 2 weeks. This is getting to be too much. All the conspiracies, all the hidden knowledge of the government, all the old age theories... I don't know what to think of all this anymore. Some of it makes sense, none of it seems legit, but AA is the most viable of all the theories I've seen. I don't like the psychosocial excuses, so I tend not to take those seriously. But these historical, rational, and theoretical analyses I can't figure out.

Is it really true?

I am I just going crazy?

You just never know these days. A schitzophrenic believes their world is the real world. Is this the real world? Or are these crazy men like the rest of them?

In the end, I will choose to believe what I wish, but I wish to believe the truth. I don't know what that truth is, but I hope one day someone credible can clear it up.